In 2011, my grandma died at the age of 98. She lived a happy,
healthy and fulfilling life, never sick until her final two weeks. My
grandmother was a tough woman, the kind that's built in Egypt, full of strength
but with the most kind, loving heart. My grandfather was a pillar in our
community, the one everyone turned to solve problems and bring stability. This
pushed my grandmother to become a leader in her own right, taking over our
family business, along with all of her responsibilities as a mother and later
grandmother.
On her last day, I was hundreds of miles away, getting ready for a job
interview when I got the phone call from my family, telling me how sick she
was. They told me she said she wished I was there and would come home safely to
Egypt. My mind was instantly filled with images of my grandmother, hearing
every story she'd once told me in my heart again. I fell in love remembering
her kind smile and strong spirit.
I remembered the story she told me of how she met my grandfather
years ago. Her father and my grandfather owned a tree together and her father
sold the tree, without consulting his partner first. In order to keep is
partner happy, he offered his daughter, my grandmother as a bride to his
partner. Both men agreed and she moved from her father's house to her now
husband's house. She knew she had no choice and the marriage would happen
anyway, so she decided to make the best of it.
She decided she would become the best wife possible, making her
house the perfect, happy home. But she soon realized her husband was more
concerned with his community than his home. She didn't let it discourage her
though, and continued to work to manage her husband's home and eventually
business. She even defended her husband when their neighbors tried to steal
their land. She stood up for her home and her family and put everything on
track again.
Through her life, she consistently put her family first, loving us
all unconditionally. Once, she told me a story of how she fell down the stairs
while carrying me when I was a baby. She broke her own arm while she fell, in
order to keep me safe. She always told me, I was her favorite grandchild. I'm
sure she told that to all of us, but I'm also sure she told me more stories
than anyone else. I loved her and her stories more than anything.
I always wondered how she could keep laughing through the difficult
life she led. She had four kids, a large business to run and her home served as
the center of the community. Her kitchen was always open the whole day, ready
to feed any guest or neighbor who passed by. When her parents died, she even added
her three young siblings to her household to care for.
Her secret to life was very simple, just keep going. That was her
main principle, her rule for life and the advice she always gave. She truly
believed what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger and she never gave up. She
taught me to enjoy the journey of life, with all of its joys but also its
challenges and could make the best of any situation.
When I suffered my first heartbreak in high school, I thought it
was the end of the world. She told me to keep going and make the best of it.
She took my heartbreak seriously and told me that this was just an opportunity
for me to find true love and start another beautiful relationship. When I
wanted to follow my dreams and pursue politics, instead of becoming a judge, as
my father had always wished, she took my side and supported me. She told my
dad, happiness is more important than any material possession or job. She
believed in me and my dreams for my country even when everyone else in my
family begged me to stop.
My grandmother never asked for a thing in her life. She lost her
parents, her siblings and eventually her husband, one by one and took care of
everyone alone. She never showed anger or stopped sharing love with her family.
Even in her last days, as she dipped in and out of consciousness, she prayed
for her us instead of herself.
When I went home after her funeral, I felt the house for the first
time without her. It was so sad and soulless. It was at this point, we all
realized the balance she ensured in our home. She was the person we turned to
in hard times, the expert to ask advice from without embarrassment and even
knew when to just give you your space.
With every bad situation I face, I miss my grandmother. I miss her
advice to me to keep going, her wisdom to make the best of any situation.
Whenever I begin to lose hope or feel life is too difficult to handle, I think
of her and push forward. She has given me the power to handle all of life's
challenges and for that, I'm forever grateful.